Thursday, May 8, 2008

I'm back

Hi guys.

Sorry for the strange post and then the long absence.

I went up to the farm for the week, just to clear my head. I needed to get out of the city for a bit.

All that said... Thank you to those of you who helped me out with that weird riddle message...

I've spent a lot of time the last few days thinking about how to handle this, how public to make it.

I'm sure by now many of you have seen the photos of my fiancee and my best friend together. Together. It's so weird to even say it. I can't bring myself to repost it, but its out there on Flickr.

There's a part of me that still is holding on to the last bit of hope that maybe its a giant, vicious misunderstanding... I don't know how to find out for sure, the two people I would have turned to in the past are the two people I now question the most.

If only I could see their emails, or know more about what is going on, how long it's been going on. What do people usually use for passwords? Pets names? Important dates? bdays? Favorite things?

I can't believe I'm even thinking like this...